thriller!: yes, we are being bombarded with all this analysis of wacko jacko and yes, i will give mine in (hopefully) short points:

*after watching it, i came away feeling incredibly sorry for him. i don't pity his money at all. after all the abuse he went through, it is NO WONDER that he turned out the way he is. he has the mental state of a little boy. why? b/c he never had a real childhood upbringing. was in the spotlight since 5. now he plays and does whatever he wants.
*i think he's delusional thinking that he is a good father. no father would put their children what he goes through. his children will be as underdeveloped as him because of how they are sheltered from the world. aside from the holding hands with gavin (12 yr old), the most disturbing image was of him trying to feed his baby, "blanket". my mouth fell open. he doesn't even know how to hold a baby, much less feed him. and saying that he doesn't want his baby to cry? crying happens.
*he's a liar: when it's soooo obvious that he got plastic surgery, he denies most of it. "just 2", he said. it was hard looking at his face without feeling grossed out.
*the fact that he said he was so embarrassed when he was about to do it with tatum o'neal. that was oogie.
*the reporter to me was really kind of rude to him and michael didn't deserve to get some of the commentary that the guy was saying. although it's hard to say that michael didn't do something bad with kids in bed (especially that boy who settled out of court with him), there's still this innocent (?) nature about what he is doing. i can see how much he loves kids b/c they're not evil like the "rest of the world". they genuinely like him (or is it his money) and vice versa.

anyways, very intriguing and eye-opening. and they played parts of his hits and man, he had some GREAT songs. maybe i'll go buy his cd. like what's been happening around the world. 500% - 1000% increase in sales in britain. (and no, those aren't typos.)

2 programming notes: (ann) NICK CARTER will be on "8 simple rules" again this coming tues (2.11). and on friday (2.14 for those of you who will be alone for vday), spend an intimate evening with DIRRTY christina aguilera. her interview is on 20/20. gonna tape that. should be interesting.

dang, i watch a lot of tv.

i went to half price books yesterday and bought shaq talks back. it's an autobiography of his life growing up and how it is in the nba. so far, very interesting. his nickname growing up? shocka D. nice. he's very amusing. even made me lol while reading it.

it's very cold outside. don't feel like working today. but i'm excited to go eat lunch with young today. yay!

what am i doing this weekend? let's see...prayer meeting @ 8:30 (O_O!!) am tomorrow and followed by feeding the homeless. then go to joanne's bday later that night. sunday, i'm watching the all-star game cuz i gotta see 2 out of the big 3: dirrty dirk and nashty nash. i actually hate those nicknames, but that's what everybody calls them. imma just call them "THE GERMAN ONE" and "THE CANADIAN ONE". :D

i'm officially bored. *trumpets sound*

song of the day: black or white - michael jackson, of course! (^.^)v

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shea it ain't so!: omg, call the cops! yesterday a 23-year old korean girl left her cell phone at home and while driving home, she decides to make a quick stop to a couple of stores without contacting her parents. her frantic parents call her 22-year old sister, who was at home, watching "that 70's show", during the time of disappearance. asking about her sister's whereabouts, the desperate parents ask younger sister to call the english ministry pastor to see if their missing child went there. alas, as the younger sibling was about to leave a voicemail on sam's cell, the older sister pulls into the garage safe and sound.

later that night, the missing, but found, family member's alibi was asked and here is what she came up with...

my hands were cracking near my pinkys so i wanted to stop by somewhere to get something to stop it from cracking. on my way home, i just headed towards "bath and body works" where i was introduced to "shea it ain't so" which is a powerful, but soothing hand cream. i already told you guys that i didn't have my cell with me.

but the relieved parents weren't satisfied. "YOU STILL SHOULD HAVE CALLED!!"

"HOW?!?!" the suspect replied back.

"........"

and that is the end of my story. how sweet.

anyhoo, i watched part of "idol" last night where they announced the 2 that get to go on. charles seems ok, but everybody else is so blah. i caught the last of "the bachelorette" and yeah, weasely russ got kicked out. and what a loser. acted like he was "okay" with it. i'll watch next week's because BOB comes back!! yay!!

MUST-SEE TV TONIGHT: "living with michael jackson" is going to air on abc 7pm central. should be captivating tv. he's absolutely gross to look at, but you know you like to watch car wrecks. a glimpse: he's going to talk about how he lets a 13-year old boy sleep in his bed. 'not sexual', he says. and he describes when, during the birth of his daughter, he couldn't wait to take her home, so the INSTANT she came out, he put a towel around her and TOOK OFF! DIDN'T EVEN CLEAN THE BABY OR ANYTHING UNTIL HE GOT HER HOME!! all the placenta was still covering her. WHAT DA FREAK IS THAT??? anyways, i'm watching that tonight. will beat "friends" to a pulp.

how do you like this new layout? not very colorful, i know. but lots of references to bodily functions, right? all this is especially for young. hehe. *fart fart*

anyways, i finally got an idea for my Bible study presentation that i'm presenting tomorrow. definitely the kind you do for high school. oh well, we'll see how it goes.

i ate ritz bits with cheese sandwiches this morning. omg. never tasted so good before.

song of the day: 5tion - More Than Words (^.^)v

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rudy! rudy! rudy!: even though this movie beats me down, it is a battle cry for andrew...

dr OOX k: dude cindy is old
dr OOX k: 25!!!!
megook1019: LOL
megook1019: OMG
megook1019: hahahha
megook1019: i can't belive u said that
dr OOX k: puaahha
dr OOX k: its only cuz i want to date her
megook1019: hahahah
dr OOX k: she wont give me a chance..
megook1019: hahahaha
dr OOX k: but i told people that when she was introducing me around
megook1019: OMGOMG
megook1019: LOL
dr OOX k: they were like "how do yall know each other"
megook1019: hahahhahaha
megook1019: ahhahahha
dr OOX k: "o we used to date"
megook1019: LOLOMG
dr OOX k: "she doesnt like to admit it... but we did"
megook1019: you're cracking me up :-)
dr OOX k: b/c shes like OMG no we didnt
megook1019: hahhahhahah
dr OOX k: im seeeeeee she doesnt like to admit it
megook1019: lol

btw, folks...andrew's 19.

i should be writing letters to prison people who have written me, but dang, i'm lazy. i keep saying that i will and i don't. maybe i should stop updating this until i do.

nah. otherwise you won't see me until next may.

but i will write them. somebody keep me accountable!

btw, this is getting me really depressed: ever since i started working here, i've been really into washing my hands alot (since our company makes antibacterial soaps and stuff) and it's starting to get to my hands. they're getting really dry and starting to crack. i've never had this problem before. i hate putting on lotion b/c it makes everything so slippery for me and i feel like i can't do anything with my lotioned body part until it dries. this sux. and the weird thing is...my skins only cracking right where my pinkys and right fingers meet...in that little webbed area. i guess i do have to put lotion on my hands now.

ok, i am going to write 1 letter before i leave today. that's my goal.

oh i forgot to mention: at the mavs game, they did a MUCH NEEDED upgrade on song clips that they use between plays. man, they had "slim shady" last time. finally they "upgraded" to "without me" and "pass the couvosier". the latter song is one i could listen to over and over. i have the MTV VMA mpeg performance of p.diddy, usher, pharnell williams (of n.e.r.d), and busta rhymes performing that song. i sound so stupid, but it really was OFF THE HOOK!!

aite. i'm changing my song of the day to "pass the couvosier". i know i didn't spell that right. (^.^)v

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full-throttle basketball: mark cuban's coined phrase in describing the mavericks. they played sooo well yesterday. here's a recap of yesterday's visit to the AAC:

me & julie get there around 6 (tipoff @ 7:30...didn't think we would get there that quickly) and we head straight to the fan shop. i bought myself a Dirk t-shirt that kinda looks like a jersey. didn't wear it though. anyways, me & julie get our FREE hotdogs and drinks (courtesy of a co-worker's gracious sister...saved us $13) and to our platinum-level seats. we had an AWESOME view. it was closer than the wizards game. we finished our dinner while watching bloopers and highlights of last season on the jumbotron. we were handed free magazines, NOT programs (which you had to pay for if you were on the other levels) which was very cool. we were the last row of the section so we could stand up without blocking anybody's view which i was glad. before the show, they were interviewing 2 dirk fans that came all the way from germany! it was their first visit to america and they were staying 10 days here. they said that dirk was a huge star, but not as big as boris becker (tennis star). chris arnold (interviewer) was telling them that a special celebrity was going to be at the game and gave them a few hints: "he's a HUGE action star" and "he's famous for saying, 'i'll be bahck'". they still didn't get it. so then people started yelling, "ARNOLD SWARZENEGGAR!!" and son's face goes =O and starts freakin' out. it was hilarious. they were excited about him, than dirk! oh well. then the game started, but not many people were really into it like we were. but slowly during the 2nd period, it was getting increasingly louder. about the 2 min mark, everybody was standing and really getting into it since the mavs were. the 2nd half was really fun cuz the mavs were making a comeback and keeping it real close. and the leads started going back and forth. finley sank a 3-pter and everybody went crazy. walt sank another 3 and everybody was screaming their heads off. there was a row of high school boys right infront of us and one of them turned around to slap a "high 10" with me. i didn't know if he was trying to do this to be funny/stupid, but i didn't feel like thinking about it so i slapped a ten real hard. people around us liked my sister's "NELLIE! IT'S GETTING HOT IN HERE" sign and were trying to get it on the jumbotron, but we were sitting behind the cameras. some of the better signs:

*IS THAT MIKE BIBBY OR MINI-ME? professionally made. held by an asian dude.
*KILL THE KINGS
*my personal fav: KINGS CAN KISS MY NASH!

alas, we ended up losing 110-109, but it was a GREAT game. loved every minute of it. i hope the game is as exciting as the one on the 27th when we'll be going with the wons. we didn't take pics this time, but next time we will. with a digital camera! :)

happy belated chinese/korean new year! it's the year of the ram/goat/sheep. MY zodiac sign. ok, i'm not really into that whole thing, but i hope this year is a good one.

i never understood why people were so into anime/manga until now. a while back, i watched about 2 or 3 hours of initial D at sam's place and thought it was pretty good. a few months later, i bought the first 2 books and finally read them last weekend. they were REALLY good. i was surprised. and hooked. so i went out and bought #3 & #4. it's addicting and expensive! $10 a piece. yeah, i tried looking on ebay. i also started reading love hina. that one is a light-hearted romantic comedy. it is borderline slightly perverted, but that's what college guys are thinking anyway. but it's not gross. anyways, i really enjoy reading these 2 series. i wish they weren't so expensive, but i figured i would keep them forever and re-read them. i don't know if i'd buy the dvd/vcd's though. i think you lose some of the meaning through watching instead of reading and seeing the little nuances in the graphics. ok, i sound like a nerd.

doode. people are just @#$%#%^%$&^%. they don't know to be nice. geez.

yesterday, i made over 2,000 copies at work. only 1 papercut. freakin' hurts.

yesterday's song of the day: lee greenwood - i'm proud to be an american

today's song of the day: justin timberlake - cry me a river (i heard it this morning.) btw, britney has a new song called "club song" and she's much more direct in that song. she's getting back at him. lyrics are hilarious. something to the point of "if you don't want people laughing at you, don't wear something see-through." danGGG. lol. (^.^)v

Squirted 11:34 AM by E-J Yi

bodily functions: young says that i talk about either 1) poo, 2) pee, or 3) farting every day in my posts. is this true? do i really write about POOPOO, PEEPEE, AND PANG GOO'S ALL THE TIME?? hehehe. :D

I LOVE THE MAVERICKS!! if you didn't know by now. they're soooooooo awesome. i know you probably missed last night's game, but it was incredibly exciting!! i KNEW it was going to be a close game and it was. nick the quick nails a game-winning 3-pter with 13 seconds to go~! i don't know why i ever liked karl malone. he's a big bully. pushing dirk and nick that way. yeah, you wanted to be a maverick and this is what you get for playing dirrty. no all-star game for you! anyways, i hope we win tonight!! i am getting more excited about the game by the hour. probably b/c i'm leaving 30 minutes earlier today. hehe. if you're in dallas and you watch upn 21, watch out for my sister's sign. haha. doubt it. but tonight's game will be good. I'M SO EXCITED!! AND I JUST CAN'T HIDE IT!! AND I'M..I'M...i'm sooo scared...<-that's jessie's line from "saved by the bell". hehe. i'm so random~

do women have a 6th sense? they were talking about this on the radio this morning. how women have intuition and men don't. like for example, last night on "joe millionaire" (i didn't watch), one of the girls had a dream that his name wasn't his real one, but he had another name. and that freaked him out. but besides that, i think alot of women can just...feel/observe/i dunno...can just tell that this person is good or bad. i know that i've proven myself a couple of times with my keen (?) intuition. i told sean that he would break up with his gf in less than a year. and that he wouldn't last long with the one he just broke up with. 2 for 2. my mom says she can just tell if a person's "real" or "fake" by first glance. hmmm...

well, i got some work to do. i'll be back later. (^.^)v

Squirted 10:56 AM by E-J Yi

self-fulfilling prophesy: totally sux when it happens. i dreaded going to see LOTR: two towers b/c i thought the movie way too long and was afraid that i would have to leave the movie to go to the bathroom. and yes. i did. i left somewhere in the middle (i don't think i missed anything) and about 45 minutes the movie was supposed to be over, i was DYING!!!! omg. i kept crossing my legs over one another and tried not to think about it. >.< THEN this FREAKIN' WHOLE WATER SCENE APPEARS BEFORE MY EYES. I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO DIE. after the movie was over, i felt no more pain. it was beyond pain. it didn't even hurt anymore. that's when you did damage to your urinal tract. and you know that scene from "a league of their own" where the girls first meet tom hanks, their new manager, but he takes a freakin' long pee? yeah, that's what i re-enacted after the movie. =P

anyhoo, the movie was GREAT. hard to understand at times. =\ i'm sure i'm the last to watch this movie. but i kept thinking how amazing technology was. how could they create these battles scenes? and omg, the cinematography was so pretty. new zealand is starting to be a new destination spot for movies now.

i got my first 8 hours of sleep (before a work day) last night. i wasn't tired this morning. see people? i NEED 8 hours to function correctly. not these 6 hours i've usually been getting. doode, i was in bed by 8:30 last night. but couldn't fall asleep until 10. b/c of my LOUD family. they are sitting right infront of each other, but they, ok wait, let me clarify: my mom and my sister. they need to seem to yell for emphasis or get their point across. drives me nuts! the reason for their passion? PAY YOUR PIANO ACCOMPANISTS. OKAY? or i'll feel the wrath of their anger. spanx.

tomorrow's the BIG game. it doesn't even feel like i'm going. julie already made 1 of her signs. "NELLIE! IT'S GETTING HOT IN HER(R)E!" NOT my idea. seriously doubt it gets on tv, but you never know. anyways, i guess i'll be pumped up tomorrow.

march 2nd: probably going to be one of the worst days of my life. that's sam & hanna's last day at our Church. sux. it doesn't help that sam says, "if you wanna see a grown man cry, come and sit me that day". crap. i'm probably going to have my dad videotape the thing since i'll be beside myself that day. =*(

does this happen to most ex's? my friend calls me the other day and was feeling very nostalgic. he said he had just talked to one of his ex's and both of them were feeling very nostalgic and had nothing but praise for one another. my friend was feeling very melancholy about it. but i know he went through with this with another ex. i wonder if this happens alot. after a couple had been broken up for a while, both of them look back and think of the all the great times they had and stuff. so then both decide, "you were a really great bf/gf." i know i couldn't say the same for my ex. but what about you?

i watched "emma" last night. still don't think gwenyth (i had to re-type that 20x...i know i spelled it wrong, but i don't care.) is that pretty. in fact, most of the people in that movie were pretty ugly. "clueless" is hands-down much better. i wonder if something like that would happen to me. and no, i'm not talking about sean (whom i've gotten alot of slack about). i'm talking about people you would never thought to be your potential mate. it's like you have an epiphany and BOOM! you're like, "omg, how come i never saw this before??" i do like the bickering back and forth part. even though i'll probably eat crow for this later, but i'd much rather have someone who will argue with me than someone who will say "yes" or "okay" to everything i say. i guess it's part of the flirting.

speaking of flirts: no, i don't think you're a flirt. i've never even seen you flirt before to come to think of it...

aite. time to go eat whataburger #8. mmm!! :D

website of the day: if you want to d/l some "old school" korean music, go here. this chinese guy does great remixes. i don't like anybody's remixes except for his. my fav remixes # are: (haha, yes) the CD 1 Intro, 1998 Mix Part 2, 1999 Mix Part 1, 2000 Mix Part 1. enjoy! (^.^)v

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