feelin' good, then not, then okay again: i usually bring chocolate for the dept every friday, but then to find out that there were bugs(!) in them!! omg! i was mad at myself for that. didn't know that, but still...THEN at lunch, i go to taco bell to get their zesty chicken bowl ALWAYS with no beans and no tomatoes. i drive up to the window and first, they quote me the wrong amount. $3.75, when it's supposed to be $3.22. THEN they redo my order only to have tomatoes (and i'm assuming beans) on top. so i told them, no beans, no tomatoes and very calmly. THEN i FINALLY get the bowl and drive off and only find NO LETTUCE in it!!!!!!!!! ahh!!! man, it sucked. so i ate like 5 bites of it and went to mcdonald's for a $.86 cheeseburger. and THEN my parking space was taken and forced to eat in sunlight.

anyways, i better go now, it's time to get off!! :D

Squirted 5:00 PM by E-J Yi

feelin' good: so glad today is friday. i was talking w/ rebecca the other day and she said she totally appreciates weekends now. agreed. didn't have much meaning before, but now that i'm working...it really gives new meaning to, "TGIF".

yesterday i was so excited b/c i went to the mall and bought shiseido makeup foundation. OMG. it works wonders. sooo much better than clinique. it's true, you get what you pay for. more expensive, but i get more coverage. =]

i've been watching "survivor" which has gotten pretty good. the whole ghandia and ted thing was hilarious. and omg...robb choking clay's neck?? what da heck? he's crazy. i'm ashamed that he's part of my generation. what a loser! =P

i guess i don't have alot to say today b/c i have Bible study hw to do...so i'll try to write some later~ bye!

Squirted 10:12 AM by E-J Yi

Help Me

I wish I could define
All the thoughts that crossed my mind
They seem too big for me to choose
I don't know which ones to use
When I'm falling down so far
I think I'll never see your light
Bouncing off of me
Shining down here from your eyes

Help me
Figure out the difference
Between right and wrong
Weak and strong
Day and night
Where I belong and
Help me
Make the right decisions
Know which way to turn
Lessons to learn
And just what my purpose is here

It's like I got the signals crossed
With messages I can't decode
Half asleep, never wide awake
And I'm in complete overload
I got so much information here
And nothing I can really grasp
I should know the truth
But I'm too afraid so I have to ask

Help me
Figure out the difference
Between right and wrong
Weak and strong
Day and night
Where I belong and
Help me
Make the right decisions
Know which way to turn
Lessons to learn
And just what my purpose is here

Wanna love you
More than anything
I need you
In my every dream, you're there for me
Do you love me?
Oh, I am no angel
Just an ordinary man

Help me figure out why I'm stuck in the middle
Trying to understand why I can't
Why you're such a riddle
Got my eyes crossed
I'm thinking so hard and I know I'm missing the mark
Can you help me sort out
All this information
I'm just rackin' my brain, baby
Paying attention
But I'm still lost
And at all costs
I gotta know (gotta know, oh)

Help me
Figure out the difference
Between right and wrong
Weak and strong
Day and night
Where I belong and
Help me
Make the right decisions
Know which way to turn
Lessons to learn
And just what my purpose is here

Help me figure out why I'm stuck in the middle
Trying to understand why I can't
Why you're such a riddle
Got my eyes crossed
I'm thinking so hard and I know I'm missing the mark
Can you help me sort out
All this information
I'm just rackin' my brain, baby
Paying attention
But I'm still lost
And at all costs
I gotta know

Squirted 2:52 PM by E-J Yi

feeling better: my eyes feel better, but i think that they're stressed out. like strained. i wanted to get alot of sleep last night, but we were busy on working on H's mum. which if i do say so myself, looks GOOD! :D i didn't do much, but H & julie did a great job!

as a side note: from now on, i'll be putting people's names down. UNLESS it incriminates them. i think it would make my blog seem more personal if i put actual people's names in it, don't u think?

so the aforementioned "H" is ho suk, but for time and comical reasons, i'm calling him "ho". haha. u can't help but laff! :D

anyways, yesterday i heard, you guessed it! "help me...figure out the difference between right and wrong, weak and strong..." i don't know the lyrics well enough! i'm over here getting all excited about listening to it, but i can't even sing-a-long. shame on me! gonna memorize today. haha.

yesterday was willow bend wednesdays where at the mall, they have discounts and stuff on wednesdays only. i think it's pretty nice and i got a $10 gift certificate to use anywhere...store or restaurant. i had to buy a co-worker, shawn (female), a going-away gift and spent it wisely at godiva. first time i actually bought something there. i bought myself, julie, won, and ho each a milk chocolate square and omg. it's GOOD. never realized the difference. ohhh, my friends, there IS a difference. i'm not much of a chocolate fanatic like eunice, but it was delish.

also at the mall was kiss fm with domino and big al mack. of course, being the late person that he is, al wasn't there, but i did see domino. i saw him at the BSB concert a while ago, but he was sitting down. standing up, he reminds me ALOT of a.j. mclean! it was weird. and the pathetic thing...there was NOBODY at the kiss fm promo. they were doing "speed dating" where people i guess "date" for a few minutes and then talk to someone else. i guess at the end you figure out who you want to hook up with. it looked more like a business seminar b/c people were awkwardly holding these pieces of paper with their names on it and it looked ridiculous! haha. what losers. plus, there was only like 5 people there. haha.

ahh...lyrics!
crappit. i'll try again soon before this entry erases.

Squirted 9:05 AM by E-J Yi

See what Care Bear you are.

LOL. =D

Squirted 8:47 AM by E-J Yi

Which Peanuts Character Are You Quiz

Squirted 8:39 AM by E-J Yi

eyes wide shut: that's exactly how they feel like right now. i dunno why. my body isn't really tired, but my eyes feel like they HAVE to close or else. that's how i felt all day long. i don't drink coffee nor soft drinks (i've decided to quit for a while) so i have nothing to perk me up. maybe some eye candy, but none of that here. lol.

lots to do today after work. gotta go to willow bend mall to get my $10 gift certificate. then i get to spend it on someone else. sheesh! no, i'm kidding. it's for a good person. person i don't know well, but she's nice. hopefully i can get her something decent. then i gotta buy some makeup. i dunno what foundation to get. i'm getting tired of clinique. i think they suck b/c it makes my face all oily at the end of the day. and what eyeliner? can't put a liquid cuz i suck at that too. must draw my lines. hahaha. THEN afterwards i'm going to W & H's house to make H's mum. thank goodness julie is coming to help out. she's getting into it too. she bought $20 worth of extra stuff!! poor boy, doesn't know what he got himself into...haha.

i'm going crazy about not hearing any nick carter on the radio. it's friggin' pissing me off!! >O

i had Bible study at work today. it went really well. i told one co-worker that julie thought she looked like cameron diaz. i think she liked it. i'm pretty sure...

i'm forrealz. my eyes feel like there's something in them. i dunno what's going on. it's hard for me to look at the computer so i should leave now...bye.

Squirted 4:27 PM by E-J Yi

HELP ME! i mean it. i have a headache. i smell sickness coming upon me. there's like this certain smell that i can smell when i feel sick. i know i'm dead tired right now. and i have an hour left of work. i'm supposed to be entering some info in, but i'm locked out of the system for the moment. (or it's actually been 5 minutes and counting...)

i think julie's getting excited about H's homecoming mum. she went out and bought extra stuff today at hobby lobby. haha. hope they have fun with it tomorrow. i am officially bored right now. i want to leave. first time i've really wanted to leave. i am not feeling good...

i feel blah...

gonna stop writing now...

Squirted 3:57 PM by E-J Yi

happy tuesday: i'm promoting abc's new commercial tag-line. if this doesn't make sense to you, oh well. :)

man, i dunno how i'm doing it. been getting an average of 6.5-7 hrs of sleep each night. craziness. (how do you spell that?)

i'm sad. my so-called "friends" aren't going to be in austin that weekend that i'm going. they're going on some retreat. as E put it (and "oh so nicely"), "hmmm...GOD or JOYCE". gee thanks E, i'll remember that for a longggg time. oh well their loss. i still have my good ole high school friends. A & S. :D i haven't been able to be with actual h/s friends for my bday until this year. seriously. i've spent alot of bdays at home with church people. NOT that that sucks either b/c sometimes, it's better. and i'm not saying all this b/c it's my bday or whatever...i just wanted to hang out with as much of my friends as possible...but thanks for breaking the news to me, E. better now than later. =\

anyways, things were going GRRRRREAT yesterday b/c i had heard "help me" while waiting to pick up W & H. i had it on so loud and i didn't care if people were watching me, i was SINGING! :D it was awesome. really made my day. later on, we went mum shopping at mjdesigns (i was about to say michael's, but H corrected me on that). :) it was weird at first, but i've never done this before, but later on, it was like, "oooh! let's get this...let's get that..." we got alot of stuff (even some free b/c the stupid cashier gave me attitude and forgot to charge me on 2 lil bells...HA!). julie's gonna help us put it together on wednesday since i'm not good at arts & crafts. i can tell H is excited about it even though he tries to hide it. ;D

ok, i think i'll stop my entry now. i had brought a pillow to work for my lower back (b/c i didn't think my seat was supporting my back very well), but the pillow is too puffy. but it's sooo cute! it's my miffy pillow!! ahh! i love cute things! :)

[edit]omg!! one my co-workers (an older associate) complimented on my pillow~! "cute pillow." yay!! ;D made my day...hehe

Squirted 8:55 AM by E-J Yi

i'm a zit!: lol. that's like one of the funniest scenes out of all movies ever made. period.

i just helped an associate get out cookies that were stuck in the vending machine. good ole shaking does the trick. glad it's not like plano where we got in trouble for shaking the whole darn thing! :)

they were talking about chris simms on the radio again today! it's like chris simms radio. apparently a person wrote into dan patrick, not complaining, but thinking that with chris simms on all the time, people might be biased to vote for him for the heisman trophy. dan patrick said not to worry b/c simms will not get it anyway. sad, but true. unless he miraculously plays so freakin' good this season. so far, so good, but he was saying that chris had to prove himself more to fans b/c he's got a famous dad. i felt sorry for him. and if he doesn't, people will always compare him to his dad's success (super bowl champ). poor simms.

today i'm going mum shopping with H. he hasn't gotten it yet. and it's this friday. >.< he did had one last week until he made the girl, who was going to make it for him, cry. hahahaha. ahhh h/s. what tough times. :)

i've decided to do some mad exercising from now until i go to austin. why? b/c i look like a slob. i don't really care actually, but my dad does. he's saying i'm gaining weight. ugh. i HATE sweating. and right now i'm obsessed with buying a video camera. geez. why can't sony be cheaper? why can't there be a perfect camcorder??? AHHHHH!!!

ok, i only have a few minutes left (i gotta get some training) till i leave. so i'm out.

Squirted 4:33 PM by E-J Yi

can't do it!! argh!! i don't know how to get my archives archived. freak. i'm a freakin' computer major yet i don't know how to do that. i can code (somewhat), but i can't do this. sheesh. i'm a retard.

had a pretty good weekend. Bible study went well. oh but afterwards this drunk chick runs into a wall in my neighborhood. i wasn't there to witness it, but A helped her out. what a nice guy. even though it was like 1:30am.

saturday i ate lunch with A. not the previous A. :) but my bestest friend in the whole wide world. she's so lucky. she's got a man. =( for me. afterwards, i saw "making the video" of nick carter's "help me". omg. i need to d/l that thing! he looks sooooooo good. then i taught W & H later on. later on that night, i watched SNL's "the best of will ferrell". freakin' hilarious!! i taped it for julie b/c i knew she'd love it. and she did. the cell phone thing. him in a thong. him as craig the cheerleader. genius stuff man!! :D

church went okay yesterday. actually to be honest, i had a hard time listening to J's sermon. i was falling asleep and couldn't follow him. i don't know what's going to happen. i hope that was just a digression from his normal sermons. =\

not as tired today, but man...need a vacation. only 18 more days 'till austin, baby! :) (i don't know why i put "baby" when i never say that except when referring to newborns.)

Squirted 10:19 AM by E-J Yi