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Friday, September 13, 2002

fight! fight!: man, there's an upcoming boxing match btwn oscar de la hoya and something vargas. yesh, i'm biased. oscar's awesome & good-looking. dangerous combination~! :D


i run the risk of grossing out some of the readers out there, but i have no choice. i'm bored & have weird thoughts. those of you who have worked in a public place (i.e. corporation, retail, etc...) probably (hopefully) understand me. i have to go #2 atleast 2x a day. and no, i can't hold it until i go home. this creates a dilemma. i am on the 3rd floor and i have to go to the 1st floor in order to do doo-doo. (LOL) i don't go on my floor b/c i work with these people and i couldn't deal with the embarrassment of a co-worker coming into a smelly restroom when i'm just walking out. anyways, so i go downstairs...at certain times. i have to go between 10-11 b/c people have settled into their routine. if i go earlier than that, i risk running into those who come in at 9. for the afternoons, i have to go btwn 3-4. i have to lift up my feet b/c i don't want people to see my shoes and then later on find out it was me. (i have cool polo sneakers.) this lady came in while i was going today and while she was peeing, she was sputtering & splattering. LOL!! it was soooo gross. anyways, it's hard for me to hold it in. it hurts. >.< does anybody feel my pain?


as for others, like H, he doesn't go for days at a time!!!! :O that grosses me out. he's like stuffed up in there. oh and for hanuri members: D's dad goes, "you know who's the dirtiest man in church? J's father!!" he doesn't go for like 5 days!!!! well, that was a long time ago...dunno about now.


i've decided to stop this conversation before E throws up. i know he's gaggin now...lol :D


j. timberlake is dating alyssa milano. he's trying to be a black guy. part of n.e.r.d. weirdo. alyssa, don't go for this loser~!


i'm in the middle of making a KELLY CLARKSON CD~! whoo!!!


almost time to go home...



five alive: does anybody remember this bitter orange juice? they still have it...in dark blue container in the orange juice section. i often get writer's block (u couldn't tell by my length of posts), but i get these five q's from D who gets it from somewhere else (but don't care to view the site). anyways, here we gooooo:


1. What was/is your favorite subject in school? Why?

elementary school - jr. high: math and band. b/c i was good at bof of them. jk. i enjoyed both.
high school: band (and orch). b/c school sucked hard.


2. Who was your favorite teacher? Why?

elementary: Mrs. McDonald in 6th grade. she was a nice old hal muh nee (grandma) that was just the coolest. let us do whatever we want. unfortunately, she took ill during the middle of the year and never came back. i don't know what happened to her, but i still have the mirror she gave me as a prize.

jr. high: Mrs. Sefcik. band teacher who took me OUT OF SCHOOL to get donuts!

high school: Ms. Gafford rocked. she had a different hairstyle every day & had a tattoo on her butt. (never saw it, just heard.)


3. What is your favorite memory of school?

being with friends during extra-curricular activities. sounds dorky, but band, no DRUMLINE rocked! ask anybody who has been a part of Plano Drumline from 1997-1999 and they can tell u it REALLY was so awesome to be a part of. shawn schietroma & mike hernandez rules~! :D cheese! also, i've had so many great memories with those orch dorks. orch dorks who were part of the best orchestra Plano has ever had. period.


4. What was your favorite recess game?

four square & tether ball. although, me & erika toomey went around the playground in 3rd grade flicking kids off & cussing them out. that was fun, too.


5. What did you hate most about school?

the constant workload of hw & cw (classwork). couldn't stand it. to avoid it, i didn't show up to 2nd period AB Calculus AP every test day. came back the next class with an excused note (forged, of course). teach knew it was on purpose, but didn't seem to care. neither did i. instead, joined A, S, JL, & E in the library & chilled.


i sound dysfunctional in the last question. haha. oh well. man, i'm really, really tired. need to take a nap before Bible study tonight. sleeping in tomorrow, and then doing some shopping, and teaching W & H tomorrow.


note on yesterday's post about shopping: although i did mention, i didn't like shopping with others, i failed to mention that it depends on these three certain individuals: G, A, S. hahaha. funny acronym. :)


photo update on church website. not a great site, but it's workin'.


lunch with C in a few...subway! man...don't like sandwiches, don't like subway. *sigh*



Thursday, September 12, 2002

tomboy: i'm a tomboy. i admit it. i don't like shopping. especially with others. i don't like dresses or skirts. i love sports: football, baseball, bball. i've even started listening to espn radio. much more enjoyable than some of the crap they're playing on the radio. this guy is hilarious! chuck cooperstein. don't care for newy, but that chuck guy makes me laugh. he reminds me of me. lol. i'd probably know more about sports than your average female. i definitely can't compete with an average guy, but i think i'm better than "the ave-r-age bear". hehe. i like hats even though i don't wear them much. i would if i had the hats i liked. i could eat hamburgers all the time. i love steak.

on the side will be a continuing list of what i want for my birthday. you think this is tacky? nah, i don't. it's better this way so i don't tell you "nothing" when you ask me. lol. claim a gift before somebody else does~! :D

almost time to listen to the radio~*



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refreshing: i FINALLY landed a job. yay me! *pat myself on the back* glad that i'm working here b/c the people here are just soooo nice! :D

had lunch with Y today. we had mcdonald's. yes, it was good, thanks for asking! :) plus i had something i usually don't eat. their frozen yogurt. and omg, it's so light! i dunno about the calories or anything, but like it's not as heavy as ice cream. maybe i sound stupid, but i'm not an ice cream eater. only screw bar. if you don't know what i'm talking about, then don't think i'm weird for not liking ice cream. >.<

today is my 4th day of pilates. i actually don't feel that sore. but it seems to help. i feel more flexible. :) if it doesn't hurt...maybe i'm not doing it right...=\

i think i'm going to start using my money. i know that sounds lame, but i don't spend money that much. only on food & videos. i need some new clothes. and i'm going to make a big purchase. a video camera! that or a nice, nice camera, but i think i'll enjoy a video camera more. yes, i'm going to do that. and watch out when you see me...you'll be on camera~! ;)

one last thing (for this post): a dear friend of A's passed away yesterday from her battle with cancer. i felt so sad and cried even though i've never met her. but A is just so loving, compassionate, and understanding in situations like these. A was glad b/c now her friend is in Heaven and out of pain. she was a wonderful person and mother. i hope that she has a wonderful, eternal life with Him. i'm SOOOOO glad to have a friend like A~! *muah*



Wednesday, September 11, 2002

disappointment:

1. no Bible study today: actually, this was ok b/c i ate with transportation & they always crack me up.
2. ...: no comment.
3. blister about to form on my right foot from my good shoes! pooh! =P
4. taco bell wasn't as good as yesterday.

happy:

1. tv tonight
2. started winsor pilates: we'll see how that goes~
3. gonna try to go shopping for new clothes this weekend: ok, not really "happy" for me b/c if you know me, then you know i DON'T like shopping
4. umm...(trying to make the lists even)...oh yeah! leave early today: possibly. one of the big wigs here announced we could, "leave early to beat the traffic and spend time with family"...dunno if that's going to happen. all i know: if i get out early, i get videos early. :)

man, i'm posting ALOT today.



i love these things!! taken from aa's own: bsbinhee (becky)

i drool at nick carter, paul walker, kim dong wan (shinhwa), song seung hun, and soh ji sub.
i wince at W's story about a grasshopper going into his ear while he was sleeping.
i wow at BECKY's page :), jin (rapper)'s skillz, and hyori's fashion style.
i blah at guys who don't know sports & athetes with bad sportsmanship.
i yay at kelly clarkson! YAY~!
i boo at apolo ohno & jay leno. BOOOOOOOOOO!
i crave sushi & mcdonald's french fries.
i`m dumbfounded at God`s love (me too, becky, me too...)
i`m grossed out at gross guys. need i say more?
i`m attracted to Christian guys who play the drums and humor.
i`m bored of listening to lectures.
i`m excited about nick & kelly's new albums & H going to homecoming! :D
i`m interested in playing the drums & taking good photos.
i`m sick of angst female teenage singers. avril & vanessa, michelle was here first~.
i can never tire of working on my blog, church website, listening to BSB, hanging out with friends & church people.
i wonder about my future man (me too becky!).
i daydream about being a famous celeb in korea.
i worry about getting a flat tire on the way home from work.

first Bible study at work today for me. looking forward to that. unfortunately, i forgot my Bible!! =\ ish okie.



reflection: i tried to be anti-memorial (if that makes sense) for today, but media got the best of me. today kiss fm had 2 minutes of silence and cut back to Dubbya talking. it was touching. actually formed a tear in my left eye. :*) am i being harsh? no, i just wanted to let the mourners mourn and let me keep to myself. unfortunately (but not really), they were having a memorial service at 9:30 and decided at the last minute (& julie's advice) to go. i'm glad i did. and i'm glad i didn't cry. everybody's wearing flag colors. maybe i should have. oh and turn on your headlights today. that's the thing for today. kelly clarkson's singing the national anthem @ 2:30 today on fox, cnn, and abc. no, she's not doing this to get famous. this organization asked whoever the winner of "AI" to sing anyway so don't go thinking she's taking advantage of this.

H is going to homecoming~!!!! omg...lol. it's hilarious. especially his reaction. he asked the girl "as a joke". ;) lol thing is...yesterday, he didn't really know what he was getting into...mums, dinner, football game...ahh, the memories. actually, i'd rather not relive them. =P anyways, this seemingly "i'm-only-into-sports-uninterested-in-girls" boy is coming of age...LOL!!! :D puts a :) on my face everytime i think about it!!

well, i got writer's block now...i'll write later~



Tuesday, September 10, 2002

whewww!
finished updating the website. i resized most of the pics. mostly old ones...but if i can get access to a scanner, new pics will be up soon~! please visit...i work hard on it! :)

g from the help desk repaired my i/e. hopefully it won't screw up. i think i need to do this to julie's computer. okie, me out~*



rants and raves:

rants:
1) kpop sucks harder than a hoover rite now...=\
2) jessica simpson is looking sluttier everytime i see her: see promos for "that 70's show" on fox (i like the show tho~)
3) christina aguilera's "dirrty": it's "horrible"
4) dave morales on kiss fm: annoying. 'nuf said.
5) paint: however, the smell has gone away...probably to my head
6) traffic: took me over an HOUR to get to work today!! >.<
7) julie's computer that constantly screws up
8) not knowing about my future

raves:
1) eddieum: i tried that once, with my brother, i couldnt sleep, and i was like, dennis, i cant breathe, i was fake wheezing and stuff, but my brother just looks at me, and is like, shut up man...makes me laff every time!
2) robitussin dm: really does work for coughs! thanks H~!
3) wendy's 5-piece chicken nuggets & a possible free movie from blockbuster!
4) kelly, kelly, kelly~
5) pictures that i took! i just need a scanner...=\
6) nick carter

i'm running out of raves and have more rants. oh well, i guess that's the story of my life anyway. man, i feel like eating spaghetti! alas, i guess i'll have to settle for wendy's or whataburger. no mickey d's for a while (!!!!!!!!!!!). no i'm fine, just want to get a free movie or good texas toast~! hehe

anal itching: if i d/l a song, i have to rename it the way i like it. like for instance if a mp3 came out: kelly_clarkson_respect.mp3, i have to rename it to: Kelly Clarkson - Respect.mp3. am i weird?

man i write too much. but please, bear with me. i have nothing else to do...thanks and have a nice day~*



danger zone: i'm posting this at my own risk. (this computer sux!!!)

i was going on & on yesterday about how my day was so great. it got BETTER if you can believe it! i heard HELP ME on my way home!!!!! i know A's got a HUGE smile on her face! :D

anyways, i was putting up a link yesterday when my i/e froze...but it was for Jin the rapper. go to this site to d/l mpgs of him rapping. if you don't know who he is, get in the know NOW. he's gonna be famous soon...trust me, the mpgs are worth d/ling!

oh & yesterday i had this wonderful lil story about how i learned to like the wind. that sounds so deep, huh? lol. no, i used to hate the wind. why?
1) messes up ur hair
2) messes up ur driving (if the gusts are strong and your car is weak. i.e. corolla)
3) reminds me of tornadoes (of which i'm terrified of)
so i hated it with a passion. but omg! on saturday i took W & H to sonic for a late night snack and we were just sittin in the car talking with the windows rolled down and it felt soooooooo good! there was supposed to be a storm that day, but never came, but it left a great wind. i was enjoying it like crazy! maybe i'm getting old. i think older people appreciate nature much more than younger people. like i think if i went to the grand canyon, i would get bored easily. i'm not into looking at landscapes and stuff...well, only if i want to take a picture and seem like ansel adams. i digress. anyways, i was thinking (while relaxing in the wind) that man! if only i had a boyfriend to be driving in a convertible or just parked along a cliff somewhere enjoying this wind while listening to BSB. lol, right A? :)

yesterday there was two shows on revealing magic tricks. lol. it was so great! i FINALLY got to see how david blaine took off a chicken's head and put it back on. the dove (but david used a chicken) is supposedly the only bird who can tuck its head under its wing so the magician gets a fake head from out of his pocket and pretends to take it off. lol. it's still a great illusion! :D

b/c i'm scared that this post will be lost i'm going to stop now and write again later. E: paaaaaaaaaaayce!



Monday, September 09, 2002

!@#$#$%#^&**(^(*^@$%$@#!@#$!#@$%

my freakin' computer just erased my post!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
man and it was a long one.
good for you.
not for me.
no more today. >.<



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my new blog. dude, this is my 3rd one!! i'm addicted. nah...i'm abandoning my pitas one. why? b/c i like the layout of this. plus it's easier to update. sorry pitas. it was fun while it lasted...

future wedding song: had a GRRRRRRRRRREAT lunch! why? first, i got a wonderful meal @ whataburger. meal #8 w/a coke. yummy! while i was in line to order i was listening to espn radio (103.3...yes, i'm a tomboy) and guess who comes on, A??? CHRIS SIMMS. lol. i was like...omg...do i call her? wut do i do? well, i decided to listen and sum up:
1) omg, he sounds so cute! my bf (that is BEST FRIEND) A has a MAJOR crush on him. sorry ladies, he's taken by A. haha.
2) he has 1 class mwf. 3 on tth. i'm NOT a stalker...this is what he said. and he called in after his class was over.
3) he watched the miami game this weekend. didn't really care to see the OU game. don't blame him. =P he has much respect for their defensive line. (prob b/c if he started talkin' smack, he would get it during the texas/ou game)
4) he could "talk about football all day long"
5) he was pretty sore after last week's game, but that's b/c he wasn't used to it. but he's "young and can get over it pretty quickly"
overall seems like a nice guy. :)
ok that was exciting, but the REALLY exciting news: I HEARD KELLY CLARKSON'S: 'A MOMENT LIKE THIS' 3 TIMES DURING LUNCH!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHH!! LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT! right after listening to chris' interview, i switched over to KISS (106.1) and it was like the middle of the song. i was getting goosebumps all over and tears were forming in my eyes. i know the song is way cheesy, but her voice! omg. i think i'm going to have this song played at my wedding...while i dance with my groom~ lolz. then later on while i was eating, i turned to WILD (100.3) and heard it again! again, during the middle of the song. i shut off the radio for a bit to try to get a nap in. but it was getting kinda hot in the car so i turned on the radio to KVIL (103.7) b/c they're a huge KELLY station. and the guy goes, "up next...you might of heard of a girl named kelly clarkson...well, her song is up next!" WHOO HOO! i sat thru 5 minutes of commercials...and...

What if I told you
it was all meant to be
would you believe me
would you agree
it's almost that feelin
that we've met before
so tell me that you dont think I'm crazy
when I tell you love has come here and now

[CHORUS]
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime
for a moment like this
some people search forever
for that one special kiss

Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me
some people wait a lifetime
for a moment like this

[Verse 2]
Everything Changes
but beauty remains
something so tender
I can't explain
well I may be dreamin
but still lie awake
can we make this dream last forever
and I'll cherish all the love we share

[REPEAT CHORUS]

[BRIDGE]
could this be the reign of love above
I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall
so let me tell you this
some people wait a lifetime
for a moment like this

[ENDING CHORUS]
Some people spend two lifetimes
for a moment like this
some people search forever
for that one special kiss
oh I can't believe it's happening to me
some people wait a lifetime
for a moment
like this
Oh, like this
some people search forever oh yeah
some people wait a lifetime
for a moment
like this.

lovely isn't it? i'm not into writing up lyrics really, but i just like reading the lyrics to this b/c i can hear her voice when i do. do i sound crazy? i think so. oh well. i'm getting high. forrealz. they just painted the walls where i am and it's freakin' strong! *cough cough* speaking of getting high...i watched "how high" with redman & method man over the weekend. a rent by julie. not your "blockbuster guarantee favorite", but i actually thought it was better than "the sweetest thing". sucked terribly. or should i say selma's "jane"? haha. ok, this is a terribly long entry and i need to "drop some friends off at the pool"...lol. got that from J. :)



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